Where is the love? :\

Don't expect things to be flowery perfect. No, they can't always be, at least not in such a  big bad world.
The 23 year old girl who was raped, if she would have just taken an auto and not a bus, things would have been so much different and today she would have been alive, gone to work the next day. BUT OBVIOUSLY some other girl would have been trapped into the same.
It's shocking these days people are born without a conscious, it's horrible that this was the idea of  ''FUN'' for those inhuman 6 men. HOW COULD THEY? People come on! Her one and only fault was she boarded the wrong bus and a possibility being that she was a girl. Raped by an iron road, mutilated her intestines. And left her to die on the road. Naked. Devastated. Wounded. Exposed. What's more? Nobody even LOOKED at her, after many hours passed some random guy made an effort to call the police. No one even bothered to throw a shawl on the ill-clad, ill-fated girl.  Is this what our society is all about? After YEARS, they are waking up after such a shocking and a pathetic incident which took place. She has gone into coma 5 times since 16th of December. She is unconscious, critical and hasn't been able to stop crying.
Delhi the capital of India? How about, the Rape capital? To some people I know this has made no difference, but we all are in the same boat guys, if all this not stopped right now there will be a time when Girls will be banned from moving out of the house all alone, like a prisoner at their own home. India may have evolved technically but mentally they STILL need to grow.

She wasn't your daughter. But she could be. The brutality has to stop right here guys. These people deserve a capital punishment for this heinous, pervert act. I VOTE FOR A CAPITAL PUNISHMENT! I didn't know her. But she is related to me by the universal bond of humanity.

From a girl who doesn't want to face the same fate. 

Love, Pray and Hope.

   

 I looked back and was filled with regret
 I looked back and suddenly the world was'nt a happy place to be in anymore
 I looked back and counted the number of people I had lost on my way today
 And then, it didn't seem to matter any more
 For I learnt to value those who stuck around no matter what went wrong
 And not those who fell off like petals from a flower in mid autumn..

HOW THINGS CHANGE. HOW PEOPLE CHANGE. HOW SITUATIONS AROUND US CHANGE.
                     HOW LIFE CHANGES.
So okay let's accept the fact that things can't always remain as satisfying as you expect them to be for life long.
A year back I'd never thought I'd land up in such a ''DO OR DIE'' situation..
I still have hope that one day life won't be so complicated, everything is gonna be alright.
There is always a bright sunny morning after the dark depressing night.

      : Jo hota hai acche ke liye hota hai :)

Exposing myself to a world which I'm not ready to face , not yet. Maybe never. 
Sick of being misunderstood, sick of regretting things I shouldn't have to regret, getting punished for decisions which weren't even mine. Tired of trying to live upto people's expectations, while knowing mine will never be fulfilled. It will be so damn awesome if the world ends on 21st December, 2012. 
IS THERE ANY hope for me? 

CHRONIC CRIBBING

Again, I have A LOT to write about, but I certainly don't have ample of time to update you all with EVERY POSSIBLE THING,  those not interested may stop right here and continue with their sucky life schedule.

I over think things, maybe I try to read between the lines when there's actually nothing for me to read. Or maybe I just have way too much spare time at the moment. And, yet we all know the connect between the empty minds and the devil. I'm still feeling weird and this is basically what's been on my mind:

: Why people who seem sweet make it a point to show their REAL SIDE :|
 [^ Mind you I don't give a damn.]
: Why the ones whom you count on suddenly make you feel like you are NOBODY to them.
: Why does that feeling of emptiness try to distress you or make you look stupid purposely
: Why do I get pissed with people so sluggishly and then can't stand their nonsense for even half a minute?
: Would it be cool if the world ends on 21st December? :D
 [^ Probably this is the only source of happiness in my life right now, but there are a little things here and there too ;)]
: I wish to follow my Study Time Table, but I FAIL to do it, whyy? :'(
: I let scanty things totally make me lose my friggin mind ALL THE TIME, and mind you it's not even funny.
: Fighting with my peers has now probably become a part of my DAILY life. WHY?
: Just when I think I've found my place in this world, just when I experience a moment of sheer bliss, something or the other makes me realize that happiness for me is just a momentary phenomenon.

And, no all of this is enough to make out that how pathetically messed up I am right now, nuh-uh not gonna torture you all any further.
So, peeps the answer to all these 'WHY'S', where will I find them?
Hope to see things in a better condition, the next time I blog :|
P.s. I'm not that baby who keeps cribbing all day long, okay? :P
Just a random teenager who's a bit unsettled for the time being.
That's about it.

Willseeyouallsoon, till then take care.
Loads of LOAVE,
Me.